碍难从命

difficult to obey orders (idiom); much to my embarrassment, I am unable to comply

to hinder / to obstruct / to block

inconvenient / difficult for some reason / to find sth embarrassing

difficult (to...) / problem / difficulty / difficult / not good

disaster / distress / to scold

from / through / via / to follow / to obey / to engage in (an activity) / never (in negative sentence) / (Taiwan pr. [zong4]) retainer / assistant / auxiliary / subordinate / related by common paternal grandfather or earlier ancestor

to obey an order / to comply / to do sb's bidding / to do as requested

life / fate / order or command / to assign a name, title etc