含垢忍辱

to bear shame and humiliation (idiom)

to keep / to contain / to suck (keep in your mouth without chewing)

dirt / disgrace

to bear / to endure / to tolerate / to restrain oneself

disgrace / dishonor / to insult / to bring disgrace or humiliation to / to be indebted to / self-deprecating / Taiwan pr. [ru4]